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Post from phone!

2008-10-21T10:59:00.000+08:00

Test test!

Got this sudden urge to blog about something that happened last night! Ugh. I was on the train home after gymming and studying in school. Due to a pretty sleepless weekend, i was really yearning for some slp on the ride back. Just as i was drifting to slp, i heard someone in the same carriage blasting jaychou songs. Songs from the new album i came to realize. I murmured a few curses under my breath and tried to get back to what i was doing. And again just as i ended the cursing, ANOTHER GUY STARTED PLAYING JAYCHOU IN THE OTHER SIDE OF THE SAME CARRIAGE.

What freakin luck!! I swear i was anti jaychou for that entire ride. Come on, so what if you have the new songs?? So what?!? We don't need to hear it from your bloody phone. Even if you meant well by 'sharing'.. Like hello we can barely hear the real melody at all? Just the constant and unmissable jaychou drum beats in all his songs? Which were for your info so so so damn irritating to pple trying to catch some peace at 11pm??!

Lol ok i'm done bitching. Don't even know if i'm able to post this out haha...

Lao Zha Bor's Rap (with Eng Subtitles)

2007-04-22T22:49:00.001+08:00

2007-03-24T00:52:00.000+08:00

i've had enought of my stupid blog URL..

always cant update fast and cant even be viewed! they say its cos of the hyphen in front.. freak.

so here's a new one.

www.hungrykaihong.blogspot.com

why? hmm.. cos i'm really feeling qt hungry now.

blablaaa

2007-03-17T00:11:00.000+08:00

yu know, some times we should take a step back, take a moment to look at what we are doing..

is what we're doing right?
wrong?
is it done on impulse?
do we REALLY want to do it?
wad impact does it have on others?
does it hurt those around us?
one thing leads to another. whats the outcome i want?
do i really want THAT outcome?

when things get complicated, try to un-complicate them.

sometimes, we should completely get ourselves OUT of the issue and look at it from the top. just to get a clearer picture. yu never know how much that helps....

haha. just some ramblingsssss..

MR500 tmr.. may luck be on our side.. hurhur..

1st time driving!!

2007-03-11T21:00:00.001+08:00

hahaha im so happy! although im lagging alot of pple i still feel freakin excited and happy that i finally got to DRIVE A CARRRRR.. haha the feeling is just.. shiok.fantastic.adredaline.shiok.fantastic.incredible.powerful.shiok.fantastic.

haha the instructor's pretty good too.. rather animated and funny and patient. so today i basically learnt starting/stopping... steering.. change lanes a bit.. and also going to gear 2! haha.. i feel so powerful as i grip on the steering wheel and humm my way on the road.. haha.

crazyyy.

but the sad thing is.. i cant find any more suitable slotsss. jesus. got but its like friday night around 9pm to 11pm.. and weekends all booked finished! must be all the dragon babies.. the girls. sigh.. earliest i can find is 30th march. my bday!! oh my.. how happening right. ughss.

ohwell. anw yest went to support dear for her danceworks comp.. its ok ur din make it into finals.. the 2 other prizes ur got were good! really.. 1st time competing as a team ma.. so its not tt bad. the winning teams i've a strong feeling they've been dancing tog for a much monger time.. back to studies yes? but pls dun feel de-moralised.. efforts might not have paid off.. but ur really gave a good performance. maybe luck wasn't on ur side this time.. ocntinue to work hard ok?

last night was spent at nipu's. mahjong abit.. bbq-ed.. talked cock.. played cards.. long time since a class gathering at some guy's (gay's) place already.. so good effort there nip. haha..

jus now after driving went to dear's place. she's a little down w sore throat la.. den she has a in-her-own-words sexy voice. hahahaa... jus pei her lor.. for around 3hours.. den i headed home. took this mercedez cab!! omg yu really won't believe my luck la.. he's name's jeffery tan... he installed 2 LCDs and has a karaoke mike. he said he'll show me.

i was cursing myself for being curious asking him what's tt for.. haha. turns out he started singing a medley of 3 languages - pretty well - and he's a celebrity cabbie! den he started to show me clips of him being interviewed on TV.. like channel U, Central, even on BBC and CNN... haha.. international sia! he even has his own website!! OMG.. check it out man.

http://jefflimo.tripod.com/jefflimo.htm

time to go back to *^%**&!(#!@#* camp.

penny for ur thoughts?

2007-03-11T10:16:00.000+08:00

Marriage: It's an agreement in which a man loses his bachelor degree and a woman gains her master

Divorce: Future tense of marriage

Conference: The confusion of one man multiplied by the number present.

Compromise: The art of dividing a cake in such a way that everybody believes he got the biggest piece.

Tears: The hydraulic force by which masculine will-power is defeated by feminine water-power ..

Dictionary: A place where divorce comes before marriage.

Conference Room: A place where everybody talks, nobody listens & everybody disagrees later on.

Ecstasy: A feeling when you feel you are going to feel a feeling you have never felt before.

Classic: A book which people praise, but do not read.

Smile: A curve that can set a lot of things straight

Office: A place where you can relax after your strenuous home life.

Yawn: The only time some married men ever get to open their mouth.

Etc...: A sign to make others believe that you know more than you actually do.

Experience: The name men give to their mistakes.

Philosopher: A fool who torments himself during life, to be spoken of when dead.

Diplomat: A person who tells you to go to hell in such a way that you actually look forward to the trip.

Miser: A person who lives poor so that he can die rich.

Father: A banker provided by nature.

Criminal: A guy no different from the rest... except that he got caught.

Boss: Someone who is early when you are late and late when you are early.

shaggeddd..

2007-03-04T20:48:00.000+08:00

hmm quite shagged over this 2 days... had guard duty yesterday lor.. didn't really sleep much for the whole 24hrs.. think 3hours? haha.. cos my fren brought dvd player.. watched SHE's live concert in hongkong.. den watched battle of wits.. its 2nd time for me but this time in cantonese.. definitely much better.. haha..

den after guard dismount.. chionged to training at kallang.... sigh speaking of safsa i've qt alot of feelings la but fuck nvm don't bother to write it down.. 2 weeks later is our competition already.. jus see how everything goes..

den took train home..walau i fell asleep like after 2 stops.. haha.. reached home throw everything down, bathed, den went to jurong point meet germ for late lunch... den walked around lor.. hmm duno why but that mere 2plus hours seems so nice.... its like jus walking around never shop much (ok i bought myself a 12 bucks ring tts all) den jus talk n talk n talk lor.. haha.. den the occasional hugs on the escalator feels special too. haha i've no freaking idea why after nearly 34months i stilll... or rather, we still get such feelings... like i tot over time we'll get sian of each other's presence.. get bored of each other's faces.. smell... but strangely no! we cant get enough of each other! haha oPpss... grins =) i think its the way we talk to each other... being very playful sometimes.. very very wehwee wehwee childish talk every so often.. haha. sounds damn stupid and mushy and but yea. we like it. we enjoy it. keeps the fun level there... haha.. recently she's been v busy with danceworks! hope she pulls thru this smoothly! i support yu! =)

ohwells. *lets out a huge sigh of relief*

this weekend seems so short!ugh. next week's gona be a week of pt training again.. and i'll be sidelined once again.. haha.. my ankle's still giving me freaking problem when it comes to running, jumping, squating. shit also cannot squat properly.. damn.

2007-03-02T20:19:00.000+08:00

here's proof of what can happen when a woman drags her highly disinterested husband or bf along when shopping.

this letter was sent by a british hypermart to a customer in oxford:

dear mrs murray,while we thank yu for ur patronage and use of our store's loyaty card, the manager of our store is considering banning yu and ur family from shopping with us, unless ur husband stops his antics. below's a list of his offences in the past months, all verified by our CCTVs:

15 june - took 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in pple's trolleys while they're not looking
2 july - set all alarm clocks to go off at 5min intervals
14 august - moved a "caution, wet floor" sign to a carpeted area
4 october - darted around d store suspiciously, loudly humming the MISSIN IMPOSSIBLE TUNE
18 december - hid in a clothing rack and yelled "pick me, pick me!"
23 december - went into a fitting room, shut the door, then yelled very loudly "there's no toilet paper in here!!!"

yours sincerely,
store manager
.
....
........
i love newpaper.

sketchessss

2007-02-25T16:27:00.000+08:00

saturday had training at kallang.. quite a long session la but managable i guess.. still unable to run.. monday tuesday gg to see physio and specialist.. i wana run! ughh.. im praying the new gym in camp will open REAAALLY soon.. its so freaking near la.. 5min walk reach liao.. haha. imagine being able to gym every other night man! =) ok exaggerrating. but yu get the picture. how convenient would that be. anw... after training went to have some korean steamboat w some team-mates.. hmm its really not bad. 12bucks only.. den the beef/mutton are really ALOTTTT.. haha. the soup's spicy too. .all of us sweating into the shirt..haha..

hmm then went home, rest awhile, went cityhall to meet girlfriend! =) she and her grp mates doing project at TCC.. so i sat awhile den went MPH to browse books.. haha looked thru most of the books at the bestsellers section. guess tts where yu can find really good books. finally settled on COLD MOON by jeffery deaver.. he was writer of the bone collector too.. rings a bell? that crime thriller starring denzel washington.. playing character of lincoln rhyme.. this time he's back again in this new story.. tracking down another mad killer called "watchmaker".. where the main game this killer and lincoln plays revolves around the factor of "time".

yup den met germ again.. headed to bugis! had dinner at sketches n wine.. wanted ajisen ramen but decided to try sth different! haha its really quite different.. can create a pasta dish by urself and gie it a name.. so the waiter was like "chian?" when he passed my my pasta.. haha.. and they serve this big glass of water.. den yu ownself refill ur glass.. haha so they wun really disturb yu after serving ur dishes.. and the service's great too. .the manager was very friendly and polite and helpful.. i like that place!

the biGGG glass of water! =)

vanilla milkshake!

dear seems really satisfied with our meal =)

a feeble and futile attempt at acting cute like her. damn.

hmmmm.. den went to walk around lor.. i bought a shirt at topman for *GASP* 79bucks... haha.. sum might tink not really worht it for d kinda material and look.. but aiyaa i stand firm to my taste. its really comfortable and dun tink will feel hot in it.. haha.. oh. i just found it on topman website.. 28pounds. hmmm i duno how to convert la. plus shipment charges all those shit. haha.

watched just follow law again with dear... that indian security guard din fail to make me laugh eerytime he comes out la! hahahaa... den took cab sent her back home den went back myself lor.. know how much cab fare? freaking 29bucks! haha more ex den germ's set dinner.. but anyway its finally a late night out with girlfriend! happy =)

today had trng again! haha.. somehow more fulfilling today.. den came home lor... i miss girlfriend! sighh... after freaking 9 days out of camp as a civillian, i've to book in tonight!!! RAAAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGHHH...

my off days....

2007-02-22T13:56:00.000+08:00

wednesday watched the protege (its pronounced as PRO-TI-JAY.. haha yu lose dear!) with dear.. had dinner at secret recipe lor.. service was like fuck seriously. dun ever go there pls. ok go there and jus have their cakes. dun order their food. 1st standard's really aint there. and they messed up our orders and germ's order came so late! even when pple who came later then us, ordered same dish as her, got their food first! and it took me TWICE to ask TWO different waiters to check. then i think they started preparing. i was so fumed i cancelled our brownie w icecream.RAAH.

the many faces of miss germaine.

anw yea luckily i booked tix the day b4.. it was so fully packed.. and the queue's freaking long too... i tink i'll book tickets in future man.. its only a dolalr more anyway.. dun havta queue so long and perhaps end up knowing no more tickets and havta watch a show 2hours later. like QUEKNGEEPOO. yea the show's pretty good la. .though plot-wise i tink quite thin.. and i duno why the media lauded andy lau's performance so much.. i tink he was muuuuch more enjoyable in infernal affairs.. haha. but its a movie with girlfren since a looong time i tink.. nice snuggling w her in the theatre! heh :)

yest i finally stopped procrastinating and got my butt outta the house and headed toooooooooo..........

TADAAAA.....
familiar blue booklet anyone? haha...

saw quite a few pple there.. saw my army fren. who was so thankful to me cos he has previously failed his evaluation upmteen times.. over 10 actually.. haha den tt day he met me.. and after tt he passed it!!! hahahaa.. saw hanjie, andy and daniel too.. they gave me some advice here n dere lor.. hanjie even called me after his practical lesson to give me some tips! if ur reading this, thanks man!

at night caught just follow law with parents at jurong point. waaa fann wong really made ALOT of sacrifices man.. haha and jack neo's jokes really remind me of my class pple laa.. SERIOUSLY.... jus look at this:

supervisor: yu say some more i cut one week's bonus!
security guard (freaking funny indian w strong accent) : pls la give chance la..
supervisor: yu say some more?
security guard: some more
supervisor: yu say some more?
security guard: some more
supervisor: yu say some more?
security guard: some more
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

flustered man (trying to save a man who fainted): eh eh!! who can give CPR? (looks at security guard)
the same security guard: is he halal?
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

supervisor: draw the box out! make sure no one parks here... its only for VIP!
indian guard: ok.............. how to spell VIP?
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

malay: eh so we fren fren, yu can give me job la?
old man: no la cannot... yu 2 things duno, how i give yu job..
malay: hahahaha........................... errr wad 2 things?
old man: yu this duno, that also duno.....
malay:....................................................

HAHAHA.. i totally konked out at the halal one man....

hmmm jus now went bbdc again to have my 1st practice session and evaluation.. must pass evaluation den can book test date for basic theory lor... and i pAAAsssed it! haha.. but when i tried to book 9march's like earliest time i can take the test lor.. ohwells.. booked it anw.. haha happy happy.. hope test take once can pass alr.. i then rewarded myself w a nice nua swim at clementi after that.. haha quite a good sun and tan.. but swam only like 25 laps la.. damn long never swim already.... den came back lor... later meeting ly to do gym at clementi.. wah wad a fit life i have. muahah. which only reminds me how army sucks.

ok off to my nap.

2nd day of CNY

2007-02-20T15:26:00.000+08:00

yooohoO.. back w updates n more pics! haha came home this morning only.. around 7am. den slept till abt 2pm jus now.. haha..

went to 2 aunts' place b4 hosting them at my house lor.. yea the usual stuff la jus tt this time more fun cos ashton is more grown up.. can play with him.. he was playing with my hi-fi set for sooo long.. and he's a smart boy.. teach him sth once or twice he'll rmb alr.. and then there's the satisfaction seeing him repeat sth yu jus taught.. haha guess tts one of the many joys of being a parent aye?

and girlfriend came over too! she was so pretty! *gushes* heh. she hung around the lift and void deck AND outside my door for some time cos she's apparently v paiseh and shy.. haha so funny.. but yea all's well la.. my grandma even rmbed she's the one who bought her guiness stout when my mum actually forgot! haha.. let her try our zhai and the eggs we made lor..

shit im in a freaking rush. gota go bathe den out to pray grandpa. den meet girlfriend for dinenr and watch protege! haha.. so yup i'll rush thru this...

yea anw at night went to catch movie with class peeps. caught the 12am.. *choir sings* ....NOOOORBITTTT... haha its a hilarious show man. great tripple role-play by the talented eddie murphy.. he never fails to deliver la.. from nutty professor to dr dolittle.. den after tt some left.. left a bunch of us and we headed to balcony lor.. stayed there for some time, b4 heading off to PS mac for a hearty breakfast meal.. but apparently samuel's feeling "hearty" for some other reasons. haha...

day ONE of cny

2007-02-18T21:07:00.001+08:00

slept rather late last night! aroung 3am? haha.. but this morning i din feel tt lethargic. guess the sub-conscious mind is active cos its chinese new year! hmm but i realise as years go by new year gets more n more boring lor.. like we had much more fun when we were younger.. fooled around more.. now not much la.. but nonetheless cny goodies i welcome them amytime. especially the orgasmic BA KUAssss.. and the thick and pastery pineapple TARTssss.... and our family's yearly dishes of vegetarian speciality and the EGGssss...

i wore ma shades.. haha for the 1st time outside like that i think.. ohwells. guess im noob.

played around with granny more this year.. let her wear ma shades.. took pics of her laughing heartily.. i like to see elders laugh.. haha its very erm, aawwww feeling. besides, she's getting old man.. and i really dun wana regret not spending much time w her like i did w grandpa.

peace y'all.

hmm and i took a nap on my cousin's bed.. haha i think the late slp previously took its effect on me.. slept for around 10min probably? den kel n sharon came.. along w the double As.. ashton n ayden.. haha. they seriously liven up the whole house... they said last time i was THE GOLDEN BOY too.. everyone loves baby kaihong. hahahaha...

haha funky!

lastly, headed to guanyin temple lor.. wa freaking crowded still even though its not in the mornin when it usually is more crowded.

came home nothing to do all the way alr lor.. hmmmmm.. yea nothing to do. helped mum cooked that special vegetarian dish.. got hell lots of ingredients man. really takes alot of effort, time and patience.. yea.. i must learn it soon.. and pass down the generations...

VDAY 06

2007-02-17T17:42:00.000+08:00

this year's vday wasn't "a blast".. neither isit super elaborate.. haha.. but it was nice n simple.. partly cos our 3rd yr's coming so we wana save up for that.. plus *AHEM* my... MY birthday's next month... so i very thoughtfully asked her to not buy me any stuff for vday.. i'd rather she give me sth better :)

hmm yup so its just a simple home-cooked meal with dear.. i'll let the pics do the talking.

yummmy

girlfriend :)

her soft toy

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY..
GONA GO HAVE REUUUUNION DINNER!

IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE?

2007-02-16T21:51:00.000+08:00

Here's how it works:

1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc
2. Put it on shuffle.
3. Press play.
4. For every question, type the song that's playing.
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button.
6. Don't lie

i've got freaking 1000over plus songs.. haha this is gg to be interestinggg....

~Opening Credits: craig david - what's your flava'

Whats your flava?
Tell me whats your flava
Oooh Whats your flava?
Tell me whats your flava
Whats your flava?
Tell me whats your flava
Oooh
Whats your flava?
Tell me whats your flava

hmmm fancy asking myself a million times moment i came into this world. i dun understand why either.

Waking Up: nickleback - this is how you remind me

Scream,
Are we having fun yet?
Yet, yet, are we having fun yet?
Yet, yet, are we having fun yet?
Yet, yet, are we having fun yet?

First Day At School: journey - open arms

So now I come to you
With open arms
Nothing to hide
Believe what I say
So here I am
With open arms
Hoping you'll see
What your love means to me
Open arms

did i love my teachers THAT much??

Falling In Love: snoop dogg - hell yeah

When I say, "Hell" - you say, "Yeah"
(c'mon) Hell - yeah
(c'mon) hell - YEAH
(c'mon) Hell - YEAH!
(everybody c'mon) hell - YEAH!
(everybody-body) Hell - YEAH!
(c'mon, c'mon) Hell - yeah (ha ha)

Breaking Up: air supply - without you

No I can't forget this evening
Or your face as you were leaving
But I guess that's just the way the story goes
You always smile but in your eyes your sorrow shows
Yes, it shows

oh man.. this is a damn sad song...

Prom: celeine dion & peobo bryson - beauty and the BEAST

Tale as old as time
Tune as old as song
Bittersweet and strange
Finding you can change
Learning you were wrong
Certain as the sun
Rising in the east
Tale as old as time
Song as old as rhyme
Beauty and the beast.

hahaha dear, are yu reading this? happy right. yu beauty i BEAST lehhh... great.

Life's OK: jewel - intuition

Follow your heart
Your intuition
It will lead you in the right direction
Let go of your mind
Your intuition
Is easy to find
Just follow your heart, baby

wow i like this.. haha. in fact i DO believe alot in intuition!

Driving: kc & jojo - all my life

All My Life I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Thank God That I..
That I Finally Found You
All My Life I Prayed For Someone Like You

hmmmmmmmm... maybe all my life i'm gg to search for this prestigious car but iu'll never get it?? haha..

Getting Back Together: ryan cabera - on the way down

On the way down
I saw you, and you saved me from myself
And I won't forget the way you loved me
And on the way down
I almost fell right through
But I held on to you

Wedding: daniel bedingfield - if you're not the one

I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

3 words. awww awww awwwwwwww.............

Birth of Child: whitney houston - one moment in time

I want one moment in time
When I'm more than I thought I could be
When all of my dreams are a heartbeat away
And the answers are all up to me

i swear im gettig a kick outta this lookin at the relevance of the song title to the question in hand.. hahaa...

Death Scene: dr dre - still d.r.e

My life is like a soundtrack
I wrote to the beat
Treat my rap like Cali weed,
I smoke til I sleep
Wake up in the A.M., compose a beat

Funeral Song: bee gees & celine dion - immortality

Fulfill your destiny,
Is there within the child,
My storm will never end,
My fate is on the wind,
The king of hearts, the joker's wild,
But we don't say goodbye,
I'll make them all remember me

HAHA remember me ok??? =)

End Credits: kanye west - through the wire

Through the fire, through whatever come my way
For a chance at loving you,
I'd take it all the way...
Right down to the wire, even through the fire

haha im a passionate lover till my last breath....

rest finally!!

2007-02-12T23:36:00.000+08:00

hmm well i've got 3day MC from tan tock seng.. so im resting at home lor.. haha tink its my 1st trip there ever.. generally quite impressed la.. though waiting takes qutie long cos there's simply non-stop flow of patients.. k shant bore yu w accounts of my trip.. anw im referred to physio and specialist lor.. cos not THAT serious (no bone damages from x-ray) so wait prolly week or two.. hope to get back to trng soon!! comp is coming in mid-march man.. arrgh..

last week in camp was v lax-ed la.. cos they had the fighting thing then neva do lor.. yea.. was pretty bored frankly w nth to do every single day.. oh i spent alot of time to edit picures in the phone.. haha.. artistic me is back again!! =)

my hp wallpaper currently!

anw had gramdma's bdae celebration at some seafood hawker.. food's alright la.. ashton's grown much more active.. making funny noises and bIIG BIGG expressions at certain actions or sounds.. haha.. carried him for the longest time ever.. abt 8mins? haha and it was alr rather tiring! omg i neva imagined it to be this way.. haha..

today was spent sleeping, resting, watching grammys, surfing youtube (i swear im getting addicted by the days).. guys go there search for a video "NO PORK".. i laughed my ass off seriously.. haha..wanted to put here but nah too racist =) but below's one DAMN DAMN hilarious japanese video.. haha yu try to keep ur face straight man.. haha its impossible for me!!!

anw after reading samuel's chinhoe's tag's tickle-me-EMO entries............................ (tag, i dun need another note to say that's not funny or wad. ur way too predictable..heh) hmmm i've decided that i shall write NOT yet another emo entry.. haha actually tots did came to my mind but hey. yu noe wad.. forget it.. haha.. yea forget it.. they've said enough. i'll just be doing a mere summary of wad they say. but to me, i already carry a more open-mind towards many things.. i used to be a freaking damned pessimist.. like if i read my entries 2-3 years ago i tink i'll get goosebumps like anything? hmm but yea like wad everyone says, army really makes a person grow up be a man or sth. i might not have endured physical hardships like the officers or specs.. or like our dear PROUD-COMMANDO-WHO-WEARS-RED-BERET-MR-CHOW-YONG-JUN... haha seriously, no offence. but i guess they've not been put in my kinda situation either.. having to learn to live w completely outa-ur-usual-comfort-zone pple.. mentally, its straining too. but it gets beta after time, just like physical training does....

hmm n yea ever since my SOL charge, i've seem to have gotten a new outlook of life.. i believe i used to take everything too seriously.. tts d reason y argument arises, misunderstandings happen and unhappy/hurtful words were said... tts quite sad isn't it??? hmm tts y when i see samuel's recent bouts of "creative writing" i would call them, i had a mixed reaction.. one, i admire his forte, at writing abt serious issues n thought-proking topics yet at the same time injecting shitloads of slapstick humour into them, which makes his writings even more thought-provoking! haha.. BUT on the other hand, i thought "hmmm is he complicating things up a little too much?" i mean trust me i love to read d way he wrote abt all those stuff, the way he thinks etc... but yea.. i wouldnt wana fill my heads w those thoughts.. it'll be mind-boggling.. heh.

though i must admit there are time when the urge to emo arises in me too.. but now i really wana try to prevent that from happening.. whereas if a problem arises, i try to put myself into a so-called trance.. like mental blockage kinda stuff.. takes myself OFF the issue by plugging into my fav hiphop tunes or sth.. jus sth to keep my mind OFF the issue completely.. bcos i believe EVERYTHING CAN BE SOLVED AND WILL BE RESOLVED. SOME DAY. and i've been reading books.. well yu can call them self-help books. hahahaa.. i dun need THAT much help yu know, in case yu guys are wondering. but hey no harm reading them since they're interesting. owaes room for self-improvement aye? yup d above method was wad i read abt sometime back.. AND after yu get outta tt trance, chances are yu feel better, your mind's clearer, and yu realise somehow, what yu feel is so different from how yu felt b4 yu entered tt "zone".. which in turn lets yu feel more positive and optimistic abt your problem at hand, thus allowing yu to solve it better!! amazing isn't it.... haha. k some of ur sure HUH WTF.. but yea i've been typing all these non-stop.. haha perhaps only i can understand wad im saying....

yup samuel, do continue writing.. haha im just saying my piece, cos reading ur entries LED me to tinking abt this issue.. not that im criticising what yu're writing alright? haha..

Japanese Game Show

2007-02-12T20:19:00.001+08:00

TRY NOT TO LAUGH!!!!

2007-02-06T11:50:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHA.... pls go see!!!!

http://singaporeseen.stomp.com.sg/Gallery38.aspx

**EDIT**

or rather, http://singaporeseen.stomp.com.sg/viewPost1730.aspx

2007-02-04T11:55:00.001+08:00

came back from seeing physician again.. i now understand how come after a night's slp the pain is exceptionally acute. hmm its cos over the night the blood flow at the leg's not normal.. so the blood gets kinda un-circulated over there.. so it takes some walking to get it back to normal lor.. hmm its oso why elders have rheumutism-however-yu-spell-that. hmm cos elders' blood circulation is slower ma.. tts wad tt causes d pain lor.. shit i dowan to have rheumutism-however-yu-spell-that next time.. rheumutism-however-yu-spell-that will hinder everything lor..

haha i was fiddling w my digicam when i realise i still have these old photos from sumtime back! and i ddin't even uplaod to my comp! lucky i in erase everything man.. haha. looking at them makes me feel happy again! =)

hotel stay w parents!

i tink d above is damn artistic can. big ups to myself. hurhur.

wahahah

2007-02-02T22:11:00.000+08:00

its really true man.. its really true. EVERY single week sure got thing one... i'm highly convinced 2007 is jus not the freaking year for me. AT ALLL....

during SOC on wed at final obstacle i sprained my ankle.. ok today the chinese physician says its ligament tear.. haha oh mama. last obstacle supposed to jump off a low ramp approx 1metre high.. den i still go act garang shout "charlie!!" haha end up i landed on my right foot first instead of both.. this is my worst fall so far man.. i was broguht to medic and i saw leonard too.. haha. walau eh den pple kept calling us brother la.. i found it damn funny n amusing too.. 2 big guys limping around camp.. heh.

so its excuse running marching jumping for a week.. next week is icct (some fighting lessons la) and we gona havta give it a miss and re-join bravo for lessons.. ugh. and tmr cant go trng.. cant go out!!! ahhhhhhhhhhh.... wad a way to spend my weekend.... sucks to da max.

today booked out earlier w leonard lor.. damn lucky to see sir drive out.. den he gave us a ride outa camp.. we would have taken at least 20mins lor if we had walked all d way ourselves... haha.

dad fetched me to see the chinese physician at ghim moh today.. din rub much cos he says is the ligament point tore.. no point rubbin damn hard cos it'll only worsen it.. there are total of 8 ligament points and when he pressed each of them, FIVE were painful!!!! hahaha...sheehs i din know it was tt bad. and i really dun like to see western doc for this kinda injury.. like they totally cant do anything except give painkiller and tells us to wait for it to recover by itself. like HELLO??! sumore they see i got not much sore they assume its not tt serious. but todat the physician says sumtimes no swelling can means more painful cos its not jus teh blood vessel break but the ligament.. which actually takes longer to repair!! omg.. i owaes think western doctors are damn noob la when it comes to this..

ohwells i sure hope i can fully recover by new year.
dun wana go limping to pple's house =(

on the fateful day i sprained tt damn ankle.

on bed in bunk

at the physician

2007-01-28T21:35:00.000+08:00

2007-01-28T13:19:00.000+08:00

was looking thru and organisning all my piccs and i had to post this one...
damn funny la i've no idea why they were looking at me like that..
haha i love such un-posed photos..

slackkk..

2007-01-26T23:17:00.000+08:00

this was a damn damn damn slack week.

first i stayed in camp on monday though i had MC not to.. so i typically slept thru the whole day. tues i was on light duty too so yea i slept thru it too.. wed we did some stuff which i cant rmb then had nights off.. haha caught night at museum with justin n deyi.. its rather nice! qutie surprised its still showing after so many weeks... and thurs we did some SOC but stopped cos of rain.. so we had e-mart and canteen break instead..... haha.

today i had appointment in the morning and.. came back to camp and did a lame 2km run b4 it rained... den later came a false alarm whereby our pagers BEEPED.. haha we were thrown into a frantic man.. luckily it was not for real.. haha else no need book out already.. =)

talking abt appointment.. my eyes are finally fine now! haha.. but im still peeved at the doctor i mentioned in previous entry. this time was an indian lady. pregnant. she greeted me morning and was so polite... she did same procedures but was much more patient w me.. and guess wad, she found a foreign object on my eyeball.. small piece of thing on the whitish part.. i was feeling happy and relieved yet angry and pissed at the previous doc.. so THERE WAS sth stuck in the eye.. and bcos of her hastiness tt lady left me in irritation and difficulty in slping for past 5days.. i told this indian doc abt her.. and asked her to relate my msg to her tt she shld be more patient to all patients and not pre-judge jus bcos patient's a NS-man. luckily neither me nor my dad were in a bad mood.. i could easily have asked to meet d previous doc or lodged some compliant... but i guess its not worth d trouble.. since im generally unscathed..

ok im bored. shall slp.
kallang tmr once again. ahhh yes...
the sun.

okay..
germ's gona so kill me for this..
but she IS hott.
:)

2007-01-21T23:25:00.000+08:00

wad a week...

2007-01-21T22:17:00.000+08:00

wad a way to start 2007.. recent weekends have been getting busier n busier man.. i need more time outa camp!! ughs.

booked out late on fri cos we had bbq in camp.. sorta like a farewell thingy for ord-ing specs.. haha.. starting the bbq pit is sth i've not done in a long time... damn funny doing it w deyi.. den later poked hotdogs etc w justin.. haha invented out tobasco hotdogs.. rather yummy. left around 9.30pm.. early cos having trng the next day.

speaking of which im glad my 1st trng in a month plus was smoother than i tot. haha pull-ups seemed fine.. i could complete my sets easier than last time. which is rather puzzling till now. and i find tt on water my feel is still quite there la.. took only awhile to get into momentum.. comemore i did pacer! haha gasp. mainly did mileage lor.. yup.

den was at queensway with ly and sam.. went there cos i wanted to fix my speces.. changed the frame for 50bucks lor.. den bot some stuff la.. since new year's round d corner.. sam oso bot new shoes.. he spent 300bucks on new yr stuff alr la.. madness. den had dinner w parents at imm's hongkong cafe... mum's bdae!

came home n the dreadful happened la.. took out my contacts n i felt sth prickly.. tot some dust was stuck inside but no matter how i rubbed d prickling sensation's still there.. tot my contacts broke inside but its intact leh.. used torch to see but nothing's found la.. each time i blink i can feel d thingy. wanted go hosp check alr but decided to wati till morning.. morning came.... still d same.. so parents brought me to SGH... eye centre closed on wkends so went A&E centre..

the doc's pretty fucked up. she's got some attitude problem la.. talked damn fast. came in straight away asked me if im in army.. den was i supposed to book in last night. i told her tonight. den she talked to me as if im some chao geng guy trying to get MC la.. wtf man. i mean hello y would my mum be there if im jus trying to fake some MC.. den she used a special equipment to check my eyes.. dropped some blue lotion also.. told me nth's on my eyeballs and tt its smooth.. perhaps some micro abrasion when i took my contacts out. fuck lor she's still got attitude in her tone. though cant entirely blame her cos there ARE assholes out there who owaes fake eyesore jus to get MC... and yes she gave me a day MC and 2 days light duties. whatevaaaa..

my blood boils when i tink abt it.. ughs. so today stayed home la.. dear came over to pei me lor.. thanks k dear?... the day passed much beta w yu around.. now i blink still can feel the prick la. i told myself if sth really happen to my eye i will so complain abt tt doctor man. oh and did i mention? she's a woman. fuck i tot she'd be nice la wth...

on a happier note.. yea i'm quite happy w my buys this wkend.. tink im gona get pants soon!

I.P Zone long-sleeved shirt $39
Samuel n Kelvin coat $39
Flexor berms from queensway $36

ok and here's sth tag did.. haha he asked me to put it here man.. guess most of your seen it la huh....

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2007-01-14T14:28:00.000+08:00

shucks. every week come back sure got dai ji one.. last week was pangsai. this week rashes.

ok doc says its not excatly rashes i forgot what she called it.. but in dialect its fong1 mok4.. hmm like sensitive to paint,dirt,dust,food blabla.. jus tt yu duno it.. den its aggravated by heat.. appears like huge patches of mosquito bite patches.. more yu scratch more heat produced and more patches form. that explains why ma ARSE has most of them.
disgustingly itchy.

den last night only lower back had it.. den i scratch and scratch... its orgasmic la. den come saturday morning i woke up and realise im scratching my ARSE. tts the end man. i hoped i had not woked then.. cos it jus meant i'll be scratching n scratching.. and im thankful i brought prickly heat home.. so its powder bath ttime. soothes the itch alot.. haha.. den went to see doc lor. asked for a jab but she says no use only last for 6hours.. so medication's better.. came home took a cold shower. BRRrrrrr. freaking cold can.

hmmm den its nth much till sundae had macs breakfast w dear at clementi... short meet up.. den booking in now! 3.30pm havta be back in camp to prepare for local fatab.. local assessment la.. sigh. den no more nights out also! ughhhhhhhh...

1st week of 2007

2007-01-07T18:30:00.000+08:00

short week. booked in on tue night, out by fri afternoon.
battery going on standby in 2weeks' time.
gona get some stupid pager.book in within an hour.
paint and paint and paint stores to make them look as new as possible.
about 15 dispensers of tiger courtesy of our semi-drunk BC (battery commander)

madness.

stay-home saturday cos of diarrhoea.
1st gym session in weeks on sunday morning.
fish&co w dear and shopping at jurong pt.
retro shades.10bucks watch.mum's poccilini handbag.
book in at 10.30pm

damn nice song!

2007-01-07T17:18:00.000+08:00

[Mos Def]
I get a feeling theres gonna be a riot
I don’t read the newspaper is because they all have is…ugly prints

Bring it ON!
Bring it ON!
Bring it on coz therez gon be shit tonight!

[DJ Shadow]
At the starting of the week
At summit talks you'll hear them speak
It's only Monday
Negotiations breaking down
See those leaders start to frown
It's sword and gun day

Tomorrow never comes until it's too late

(Come come come come come with it)(x2)

You could be sitting taking lunch
The news will hit you like a punch
It's only Tuesday(What time is it?)
You never thought we'd go to war
After all the things we saw
It's April Fools' day(What time is it?)

Tomorrow never comes until it's too late
Tomorrow never comes until it's too late

[Mos Def]
Tomorrow is another day
Today is another boom
Tomorrow is another day
Today is another…boom
Tomorrow is another day
Today is another boom
Tomorrow is another day
Today is another
(boom boom ba ba ba ba boom ba ba ba ba boom ba ba ba ba ba)(x4)

(Slow it down….)
SHOT!
Escalation
Never Station
Generation
Separation
Situation
Dissipation
Shot!
Another shot another shot the tender is to(?)
The heart is cold the gun is hot(Shot)
Im not sure if they feeling that
Im not sure if they wanna stop
The gun is cold the blood is hot(Shot)
(Sha Sha Sha Sha Sha Sha Shot)
The hearts are weak the guns are not

[DJ Shadow]
You hear a whistling overhead
Are you alive or are you dead?
It's only Thursday(What time is it?)
You feel the shaking on the ground
A million candles burn around
Is it your birthday?(What time is it?)

Tomorrow never comes until it's too late(Get tomorr’ on the phone…Tryna be smart…Get tomorr’ on the phone)
Tomorrow never comes until it's too late(I need to see tomorr’…Tryna reach tomorr’)
Think tomorrows come I think it's too late

[Mos Def]
ANOTHER DAY!!!!!!!

*Till the end*
boom boom ba ba ba ba boom ba ba ba ba boom ba ba ba ba ba
(Tomorrow is another day)(x2)

Bring it ON!
Bring it ON!
Bring it on coz therez gon be shit tonight!

welcome 2007

2007-01-02T10:42:00.000+08:00

MORNING WORLD!!!!!!!!

new year. new start..

last day of 2006 was spent in amoy quee camp doing guard duty.. pathetically counted down with them all by looking thru this window at a tv.... den shouting the 5..4..3..2..1 and "happy new yeaaar"... funnily i din feel exceptionally sad.. talked to dear for come time too. rather funny cos we were like..
her: "muarkss! eh 1st kiss of 2007.."
me: "hughug! 1st hug of 2007!!"......
me: "*BURP* ... ops 1st burp of 2007..."
both: laughssss

hmmm den i was looking at my fone waiting for sms-es to come.. dun have.. den i told myself must be traffic conjestion. so must wait... dun have. hah actually not say zero la but less than 5 maybe? hahaa... ohwells. i guess pple like to play "waiting game".. like to wait for others to msg 1st.. hahaha...

hmm so booked out yesterday morning.. went home and i downloaded freakin large number of songs!!! haha.. close to 100.. and like quite a few of them i hear before but duno title.. so i was happy once again... found songs like akon's baby i'm back.. lumidee's never leave yu (uh oh)..... tupac's california love.... paula deanda's doing too much.. fat joe and nelly's get it poppin'..

den evening went to meet class peeps at holland v.... haha raining so wore a jacket la.. and tot we gg eski bar too... sian in d end didn't.. so we met at burger kings. a few of us only.. den went to eat at foodcourt. im impressed at the turnout lor! abt half of class were there.. sigh too bad nip and tag not there.. and den sam came... after he ate we headed to tango's.. i realllly wanted to go eski. but d girls said they'll be cold la.. so ok lor no choice. hmm had a long island tea... tastes good! better than the one at MOS. haha guess at clubs they wana serve quickly.. so that's why the drink tastes..... tastes.... hasty? then time was jus spent talking abt random stuff... from relationships to debates of how girl/guy react to break-up... and most fun of all were the recounts of JC times!!! haha the SSD.. siang slap de... class girls ranking.. NIPU would def have loved talking abt it.. emo-to-da-max-guy.

hmmm den its time to leave abt 11.30pm lor... hassled between gg my house, ann's or simply go home.. haha in the end most went back.. left me hongyi jt chinhoe ann pan went to ann's house lor.. cos she's got an empty room. at 1st damn funy cos like trying to find a big and long enuff shirt for hongyi.. haha.. den ended up his horts were pretty tight too.. hmm den we 4 guys started playin cards lor.. i let ann play after awhile and went to use her laptop.. and jus talked to pan lor. she EATS A HELL LOT. heard from ann she finished a WHOLE TUB OF CRACKERS BISCUITS. im so jealous la. i wana eat but not become fat too.

den 3am i left her house come back to slp.. haha cos dun really wana return home only in d mornin.. parents wun be too happy either.. cos after guard i din see them cos they were working.. then i went out.. if i come home this morning after they leave for work, i wun have seen them till tonight... so yea! resolution number one checked! yeasss...

later germ coming over for awhile.. den we'll head to bugis street.. which means....... more shoppingggggggggggg!!!!!! walau sounds like friggin white chicks...

2006-12-31T00:57:00.000+08:00

xmas 06 w dear.. yummy aye.

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i love this 4skin shirt!

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xmas eve w class

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MOS w shoe n vic

2006.....2007...

2006-12-31T00:10:00.000+08:00

40 questions about 2006. b4 returning camp for guard dutyyyyyy...

1) Was 2006 a good year for you?yea rather.. although i still dread army, i really cant deny its been quite an experience till now.. bad and good of course..

2) What was your favorite moment of the year?hmmmmmmm wa im afraid this is gg to be a damn hard Q&A.. ok i jus took a brief look at all my entries this year... i would say its the days spent with dear at pasir ris and sentosa! xinfu :)

3) What was your least favorite moment of the year?doing this thingy.

4) Where were you when 2006 began?was at nip's house with class peeps i tink..

5) Who were you with? class peeps.

6) Where will you be when 2006 ends?FUCKING SHIT GUARD DUTY.

7) Who will you be with when 2006 ends?my detachment pple. rather a consolation la huh...

8) Did you keep your new years resolution of 2006? i din make any i realise.

10) Did you fall in love in 2006?fall deeper counted? =)

11) If yes, with who?germaine lim yan yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

12) If yes, do they know?do yu know?

13) Are you still in love with them?a resounding yes!

14) Do you regret it?a resounding yes! ops tts for above. hahaha no i dun regret...

15) Did you breakup with anyone in 2006?nope.

16) Did you make any new friends in 2006?DUH

17) Who are your favorite new friends?hmmm aiya that D1 and D2 gang la..

18) What was your favorite month of 2006?hmmmm probably this month. haha..

19) Did you travel outside of the Singapore in 2006?sentosa counted??

20) How many different places did you travel to in 2006?..........................

21) Did you lose anybody close to you in 2006?hmmmm.... i dun really think so...

22) Did you miss anybody in the past year?alot la actually....

23) What was your favorite movie that you saw in 2006?prestige was good.... v for vendetta too..
24) What was your favorite song from 2006?gotta be PUSSYCAT DOLLS.... "BUTTONS"

25) What was your favorite record from 2006?wads the difference?

26) How many concerts did you see in 2006?leme count....... zero.

27) Did you have a favorite concert in 2006?no

28) Did you drink a lot of alchohol in 2006?errm compared to my previous 18 years. yesss.

29) Did you do a lot of drugs in 2006?nope.

30) How many people did you sleep with in 2006?hahaa.. hmmm. zero =)

31) Did you do anything you are ashamed of this year?hmm serving that freaking SOL...

33) What was the worst lie someone told you in 2006?hmmm....

34) Did you treat somebody badly in 2006?perhaps sometimes when dear and i had tiffs?

35) Did somebody treat you badly in 2006?perhaps sometimes when dear and i had tiffs? heh.

36) How much money did you spend in 2006?auite alot yu noe.. sigh but ohwells.. its alr money spent. wad to do right...

37) What was your proudest moment of 2006?erm, when i passed out from tekong BMT cos my parents and dear were there....

38) What was your most embarrassing moment of 2006?serving that freaking SOL.....

39) If you could go back in time to any moment of 2006 and change something, what would it be?NOT serving that freaking SOL.....

40) What are your resolutions for 2007?

ok here comes my favourite part... 2006 has been a great year actually.. been catching up w frens on a regular basis.. esp towards the end of the year.. i appreciate the effort of my frens too.. my class peeps.. the crescent gals.. haha.. yu know who yu are la.. and i realise time really went past v quickly.. its as if we were jus having tutorials and lectures.. meeting dear every morning on school for awhile b4 flag-raising.. its as if prom happened a few weeks ago.. and now so much has passed.. the harsh BMT.. the new experience when i 1st stepped into artillery territories...

my parents said i've grown up.. matured.. in terms of how i treat them. i think so too. i think i cherish them more now. esp during SOL period. i realised once again how much they care, how much they love. im grateful for everytime my dad ferries me to camp and mum hanging my dirty clothes for me after i washed them.. and their understanding that i need to go out and let loose (albeit with self-control and limitations) and have fun with my frens.. or to meet dear. sometimes i feel guilty like im not home for long when i book out.. but they've never once complained or reprimanded me for that...

dear and i endured about 9 months of army already. im vvv happy we lasted thus far... with no major glitches. perhaps only ONE quarrel that i wish to forget.. but that aside its been preety smooth for us.. in fact we keep finding new reasons to fall in love w each other even more.. keep doing cute/funny/childish things that makes us want one another even more.. heh.

okkkk... so as for resolutions..
1) be a better son to my parents.. by planning my free times carefully such tt i dun leave them out..
2) be a more open bf to dear.. haha this one i've been gradually changing. right dear?
3) talk a little bit less abt my personal stuff? haha duno why la but i feel tt its beta to say less.. yu never know wad the impact of ur words sumtimes can be...
4) exercise more! eat less!!!5) make effort to maintain relationships w pple..

xmas 06

2006-12-26T20:22:00.000+08:00

im rushing to book in soon so yea.. i'll keep it short. lets see... things i did... haha :)

went zouk w dear.. wanted go mambo but realised 2 pple only abit sian so stayed at phuture most of the time. saw a few familar faces la.. including my cousin, who treated us to sex on the beach shots! haha how cool is that. go with adults shiok la.. came over my place for the night.

aunt's place to play with ashton n ayden. he calls me korkor.. haha and likes to drink form my green tea packet and keeps it inside his mouth for awhile beofre swallowing.. likes to say "xie" no matter how we teach him to say "xie xie".

watched curse of the golden flower w parents. not bad show la.. altho abit sian at times but i understand its for artistic purposes. haha.. i found it amusing pple laughed when jay chou came out for 1st time :)

had dinner w parents and germ at suntec's siam kitchen... was a pretty filling one.. once again am happy to see germ laughing along w my family and being so comfortable.. xing fu.

MOS with vic n shoe and their frens mark n joyce.. 1st time bought graveyard. haha its not bad la rather bitter but duno its jus not as strong as wad i've heard.. tasted their long island tea too. its like ice lemon tea.. heh. mark is one hella guy la. cant imagine we'll click so well upon our 1st meeting.. like we've same taste of r&b songs.. and we crack humour we appreciate. haha..

counted down to xmas with the class.. had carl's jnr at vivocity den headed to cathay to catch a movie.. was splitted to death note2 and confessions of pain. nip ly ph and me caught the latter lor.. after buying tix chilled at ben&jerry's! haha its a nice and fun one there.. 1st time i go there neva buy anything for myself.. jus kope-ed from samuel only. (not samuel peck). movie was not bad at all.. tho still lacks plot compared to infernal affairs. but its owaes a joy to watch tong leung act.. i tink he's super charming la. phyllis and nip also tinks so. only ly kept saying he is meh he is meh. haha.. den met the rest after their show and went to clarke quay where we stayed there till morning playing silly games and talking and watching tag yuxiang fall asleep.

went out w dear yest! had lunch at the village.. the old marche lor.. good food! den watched death note 2 with her.. good show! haha L looks so much like in the manga laa.. hmm den jus walked around shop shop lor.. all in all bot tops for each other.. and she bot a handbag too.. hmm its great spending time w dear once again.. jus walking around the mall and streets w her.. acting stupid and silly at times making each other laugh at the smallest things.. heh. im really grateful the whole issue's over and things are back to normal and the way it is dear! :)

k la tink i've gotta go really rushing for time. will post pics this weekend! shit la doing guard duty on 31st december. siannnnnnnnnn.

2006-12-22T21:01:00.000+08:00

i've a thing for ROUND things since young. uh-huh.

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my pretty mummy :)

2006-12-22T21:00:00.001+08:00

me and cuz joyce in aust! her hair's so pompish..

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me and cuzzies.. kelvin, pls rmb how funny yu look. hahaha!

2006-12-22T20:59:00.001+08:00

this pic is so sweet i smiled looking at it.

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peace.

2006-12-22T20:58:00.000+08:00

well my ambitions starts young.

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my playful dad

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band of brothers.

2006-12-22T20:42:00.001+08:00

notice my shirt man. cool shit.

2006-12-22T20:42:00.000+08:00

okok.. that's all folks.

15 days!

2006-12-22T19:59:00.000+08:00

anyone missed me? :)

im finally BACK! back with a new blogskin somemore. shall try to keep this a short entry.. as to my SOL days i guess i'll talk abt it again when i get my written diary back from camp la.. thanks to all who's expressed concern k.. i appreciate it.. im fine now.. but punishment doesn't stop there la.. sergeants said our sections gota take over guard on 31st dec.. and the 1st guard of january.. ohwells.. there's alr a reduction in punishment so i guess we cant complain much.. just that 31st dec is abit.. rarrRRr...... alrights shant talk abt it..

yest took leave came out felt damn liberated. as i sat in the taxi home i felt rush of emotions man.. like finally i got to travel outside myself.. sigh i cant imagine what its like to get out of jail.. well at least i get to feel a small small percentage of that.. oh yea previously on tues night we had nights out.. 2IC and BC treated us to steamboat at marina south.. oh man it was damn fun la.. i was freaking on a high too.. like 1st time wearing my civilian clothes in 16 days.. its really knnbccb shiok :) den went bowling b4 returning at 11pm...

feeling of returning home was never beta den wednesday.. jus the smell of my house is orgasmic la.. like walau eh the smell's so familar.. those who's been to my house know there's this certain smell aye.. haha and hot shower neva felt better too.. haha.. my parents were of cos elated with my return.. i feel that we've been talking much more bcos of this whole thing.. which is a good thing right.. so yu lose some yu gain some..

and i met dear too.. after approx 5 weeks.. FIVE freaking bloody long weeks. it was exuberation la.. i couldn't tell it was her until she's like 10 steps away.. haha yea rather embarassing i know.. cos i was partly in a daze and too excited abt seeing her and thots of it was jus filling my mind.. missed hugging her and touching her cheeks! heh. she highlighted her hair red.. cool aye. anyways we spent a rather good night at phuture.. b4 adjourning to my humble home. she did up a damn sweet entry on a blog la.. go see go see!! *BEAMS proudly* thanks for accompanying me through this sucky period ok? thanks alot really.. can imagine without yu how those days would have passed even more slowly and terribly.. now its over! looking forward to xmas with yu! :)

today was packing my room and i went thru this box of old albums. had a fun time looking at those pics.. haha.. shall post them later. dinner time! yum.

dear...

2006-12-03T19:14:00.000+08:00

if i hadn't met yu last week,
i'd not been able to see yu for 5 weeks..
luckily we did dear..
luckily we did...

i like this pic alot!

see yu soon!

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this weekend...

2006-12-03T16:39:00.000+08:00

this has been the week man.. seriously THE week... i slept for a total of 10 hours from friday morning till now, sunday evening.. haha yea i may seem crazy but i tink its really worth it..

friday had early bookout.. around 4pm. den leonard and i decided to go zouk tt time.. planned to still chiong to trng after tt as well.. dun care.. but last min his property agent n lawyers coming to his house next morning so he cant go trng.. and i also no mood to train.. due to my impending verdict.. i just wana make full use of my 2 days cos i won't have them next week.. so to zouk we went.. phuture to b excat. zouk itself was playing freakin trance which we din like.. saw my good ol' bunkmate bryan (haha sio yu're reaking this aren't yu) outside queuing as well.. w a coupla of his sispec frens.. yup d night and crows wad good.. had 2 vokda mixers and shared graveyard with leonard.. cos bryan bot it at 1-for-1.. its not as strong as i thought.. music not THAT good but still ok.. loved it when they start playing "smack that" by akon-eminem.."london bridge".. "belly dancer"... left for the nearby kopitiam when it closed at 4am lor.. they had roti prata but i jus drank water la.. rather thirsty.. when i reached house downstairs its around 5am.. i saw this old aunty selling newspaper.. i was thinkin to myself "whoa so early? poor woman..." so i bought zaobao, straits times and newpaper.. cost $2.25 i tink.. but she say no coins yet.. so i just gave her $2.50.. she kept thanking me man.. haha.. walked away feeling rather good..

sat morning woke up around 9am.. cant go back to slp anymore.. had breakfast den waited till afternoon.. met leonard n chee to go expo for bigboyztoyz exhibition.. would have gone to the john little mega sale too la if at night i din have anything on... haha the bbtz place is not bad.. alot of damn zai looking cars man.. altho i duno more den half of their names, taking photos of them creates a certain high already.. den there's the bikini babes comp also.. hah took quite abit of photos la.. but the thing abt the contestants are tt majority of them CANT TALK FOR NUTS.... they look good yes but once they open their mouths i swear there were a few times i got goosebumps on my neck.. ohwells.. which led me to tell both my frens one thing..

alot of pple can be models but very few can become supermodels cos most of them cant even speak properly.. ~kaihong

cheem siaaaa........

at night went to swensens meet class pple.. not many la actually.. hmm den went cathay to catch casino royale.. not a show i badly wana watch but fine w watching. as expected it din turn out to be an enjoyment.. action is there but its so like any other arnold schwz-whatever or vin diesel movie la.. jus tt this time d antagonist's name is bond, james blond. doesn't have all the past bond's sey-ness and zai-ness and suave-ness... den yuhang nad phy joined us.. went chijmes to watch soccer and left abt 1am la..

today morning wanted to go swim but its not sunny at all.. so slept till abt ten.. den went river view hotel for ala carte buffet to celebrate my uncle's 60 yr old bdae.. full turn out eh not bad.. haha.. food so-so only though.. i tink the last time there was better.. heard from my uncle how my punishment will be meted out.. sounds rather scary.. it'll be sth i might rmb for life.. it's not as easy as i tot.. nvm at least now im prepared for the worst.. hmm yea and now i shld be taking a nap den book in later..

hmm as to wad really happned in camp, think some know, some duno.. for those who know.. no need help me spread la huh.. for those who duno its really alright.. i jus wana let ur know i won't be that free a soldier from now till many weeks down the road... esp safsa team.. if chee, allen, justin or whoever's reading this.. yea sorry i might not be able to come for some time.. but i'll def maintain my fitness one la.. hope ur understand.. hope yu guys dun pursue to ask me wad happened.. even if your heard abt it somehow or rather, just know tt there's more den wad it is.. just that sometimes when i tell pple who asks, im lazy to tell them the full story or explain myself.. i dun have energy for tt. dear thanks for helping me thru this period.. im sorry to have sth to let yu worry abt even when yu're overseas.. i'll take it in my stride and won't be too sad k? thanks for being w me once again.. im looking forward to see the things yu bot for me from thailand :)

"...yu guys know what's gg to happen to kaihong and his detachment? the whole detachment is gg to sign 7 extra.. on top of that kaihong will be charged with 7 SOL... his 2 d comm 14 extra...."

"i believe its a matter of heng sui la huh.. it can happen to anyone.. this time it happened to kaihong, so he'll bear more of the punishments.. but this serves as a warning to everyone.. don't ever repeat the same mistake.."

"..yes i know kaihong has been a good soldier.. hasn't given us any disciplinary problems and has been perfroming well.. but a mistake is a mistake.. and we have no choice but to give that punishment to yu..."

so... am i still crazy? hmm dun tink so la huh...

long weeks...

2006-11-26T23:53:00.000+08:00

k its close to 12 and im waiting for the man u VS chelsea match to start.. but freak im not getting to watch it.. but ima gona keep track using live commentary. courtesty of soccernet.com... live sucks huh? no scv..

anw jus booked out this evening.. 6pm.. and supposed to book in at 11am. OH GREATTT....... which means i cant see dear for 3weeks... last week.. this coming week.. and week after cos she's gg thai for holiday this mid-week and coming back on a monday... ugh. ohwells..

hmm been reading books these weeks.. first was leonard's "the game" .. a book by this writer who entered the pick-up artisits underworld.. and became a great pick-up artiste himself.. bag full of tricks blabla.. haha damn interesting and addictive man i tell yu.. den was this book "the break-out principle" ... it teaches the idea of triggering "break-outs" that eliminates prior emotional and mental patterns in order to reach new peaks... or in terms of atheletes.. to enter "the zone"...

impressive AYE? fancy me reading these materials. the guys are quite surprised. but i like tese self-enriching books.. i have books like "power speak" and "management essentials" as well.. haha... ohh kaihong has another side huh....

we had 2 nights out this week.... yea slack but its cos next week's gona be tough we heard.. toughest yet.. sigh so much for "yu guys are gg to be damn slack after trade course.. so jus bear with it now..."

yea right. things are just gg worse..

oh! man utd currently had 4 shots on goal but chelsea has zero! hope man u pushes them all the way like this man.. haha...

mmm den we had range yest and today.. yes we burnt our weekends.. it could have been damn worth it la but arghh dun really wana talk abt it... hmmm some pple became 200bucks richer la... well obviously some din.. and if yu hadn't realised, im one of them. HAHA. ohwell.. i've frens who became like so much richer la.. promoted to LCP, gold for ippt (200bucks), marksmanship (another 200bucks)..... im still stuck at silver.. needing to shave abt 20sec off my 2.4km.. but it was the fastest ever i've did man... my fren faizal pushed me to my max (or was it?)... shall try to get gold by end of the year.. which means 4 more weeks! i shall try to have a breakout! muahah.

im missing dear quite a bit really.. she's gg thai and im sad on one hand but still rather excited cos that means.. she can but stuff for me! hahah.. awesome :) hmmm i'd beta occupy myself with things to do man.. every past outfields i've been msg-ing her but this one dun tink can anymore. but think shld be no prob dealing la huh... kk here are some test i did for the NEW AND UPDATED ENTRYYYY...

****ADD-ON*****

MAN UTD LEADING 1-0 now!!! thanks to an assist by rooney and strike from sahaaa... hahahahaaaaha.......
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Your brain: 180% interpersonal, 60% visual, 60% verbal, and 100% mathematical!
Congratulations on being 400% smart! Actually, on my test, everyone is. The above score breaks down what kind of thinking you most enjoy doing. A score above 100% means you use that kind of thinking more than average, and a score below 100% means you use it less. It says nothing about how good you are at any one, just how interested you are in each, relatively. A substantial difference in scores between two people means, conclusively, that they are different kinds of thinkers.

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YOUR PERSONALITY IS:
You are a passionate, caring, and unique person.
You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals.
You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily.Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings.
You seek out other empathetic people to befriend.Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships. In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily. At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career. With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone. As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style. On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.

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You Are The Performer You are a natural performer and happiest when you're entertaining others.A great friend, you are generous, fun-loving and optimistic.You love to laugh - and you like almost all people equally.You accept life as it is, and you do your best to make each day fantastic. You would make a good actor, designer, or counselor.-----------------------------------------------------------------------

Your Kissing Technique Is: Perfect

Your kissing technique is amazing - and you know it. (MUAHAHah)
You have the confidence to make the first move.
And you always seem to know what kissing style is going to work best.
Sometimes you're passionate, sometimes you're a tease.
And you're always amazing!

dear, yu've picked gold :)

for dear

2006-11-18T16:56:00.000+08:00

duno when yu'll see this..

but here's happy 2.5 years with yu..

thanks for sharing my ups n downs..

my happiness and my anguish..

my best and my worst....

love yu! =)

clockwise fr top left....

first neo with her..

new year '05..

prom '05...

army days...

=)

2006-11-17T22:20:00.000+08:00

im amused by these.. haha....

LLeia (17 minutes ago)
My good, I saw this on danish television cause I live in denmark. Its hilarious, and in swedish, jäg älskar det :D

ellonysman (12 hours ago)
Our Global TV news just ran your baby video on TV here in the Vancouver, BC, Canada area, sooooo cute! :)

Maglindq (1 day ago)
Grattis!
Er son har blivit världsberömd :o)
Kan se honom hur många gånger som helst! Världens härligaste unge! Tack för att ni delar med er! Er filmsnutt är ett riktigt lyckopiller :o)

Mvh
Magdalena

jillybean6 (1 day ago)
saw it on inside edition so i thought i would check it out..that has 2 b the cutest thing EVER!! i can't stop laughing!!!!

TKdademon (1 day ago)
Whoa.This was just on the news.ON THE NEWS.Craziness.

ParadoxGeek (2 days ago)
Jag satte honom i min blogg, gud vilket underbart skratt! :D

BDskejjtaren (2 days ago)
Såg om videon på Nyheterna, den var verkligen värd att se..man fick sig ett gott skratt...HELT UNDERBAR FILM.... nått som alla borde se.

for some reason.. the foreign language sounds like their scolding me....... hahaha..

sigh sunday book in @ 7pm...

why why whyyyyyyyy............

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2006-11-12T20:41:00.000+08:00

will we really come back stronger?

back to dreaded camp.

i friggin' wana downgrade.

OMFG

2006-11-10T21:21:00.000+08:00

just after one week after i posted the laughing baby's video onto youtube.. i came back n i was TOTALLY SHOCKED by the response la.... i mean ok im sure there're tonnes of videos out there that's been viewed a million times but hey 1st time a video i posted garnered sucha response man... now i watch it again i still laugh la... and tag i wun mind if i can get a baby to laugh like that.... i'd tell him a million jokes. wahaha...

just a week and it got A HUNDRED THOUSAND over views!!!

there's alse like 110 comments!!!!

and its favourited 900 over times!!!!!

somemore there's 12 HONOURS for this video!!!

hahah... that's quite an excitement for me.. esp since its a wolrd-wide page.. haha...

i was really super super super shocked and excited man...

sommore the comments sparked some mini debate.... cos some pple apparently criticised the baby but more pple defended the baby! so cool laaaa..... some quotes here!!

do take a look!!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UjXi6X-moxE

"JustAGirl95 (4 days ago)
ohmigosh! this baby has the cutest laugh eva! how funny.. i watch it over and over and still laugh! my friend was bangin her head against the wall! lol"

"jjbookgal (4 days ago)
Bless you. This is the best thing I have ever seen on Youtube. You can't watch it and not feel better. Thanks. "

"olliemagick (3 days ago)
the best kind of laugh, when you're laughing so hard, you're choking for air and that just makes it worse - one time i got a really sore throat, and my laugh sounded absolutely retarded, so everyone would make me laugh to hear it, then i'd laugh even harder and i ended up passing out from the lack of air. i loved it :D his laugh makes me so happy! i love the wheeze! "

"icute1234 (3 days ago)
that kid rocks lol wish i could laugh at sum random dude sayin DONG lol "

"FrankensteinsCousin (2 days ago)
damn stupid ass baby, i dont like this video at all i wish i could give it a zero, but youtube cant allow me to do that. Theres other babies on youtube laughing, so really whats the difference, but yeah this sucked. Just sharing my opinion people. "

"sportynay2291 (2 days ago)
that person is dumb. this baby is the cutest ever and people put pictures on youtube to make people laugh and be happy and whoever put that is ruining that. well atleast tryin to. this baby put me in a good mood. i showed everyone no worries "

"whatsername5321 (12 hours ago)
that is the cutest little kid ever! It's physically impossible not to smile when you watch this! "

one more week!

2006-11-05T17:17:00.000+08:00

regatta's next week.. so we've wrapped up our last weekeend trng for this season... hmm but admist all these there're quite abit of confusion la.. all thanks to the great CO of my great batallion.. unhappy with my battery's performances, we're all gg to have a re-test.. yahoo. cant thank him enough.. now fridaay is the re-test.. which means i'll have to fight to bookout on friday so as to make it for the comp on sat.. if they dun let im soo gona take MC..

anw yea friday's trng was not bad la.. rather relaxed.. jus paddle a few sets pair by pair.. den gym-ed... sat was just race sets with pple.. NUS n NTU namely.. hahaa.. all i can say is its quite fun la.. i hope d team is able to reproduce the kinda aggression n emotion when racing NTU for regatta.. i tink wad we see/hear/feel before the race itself is v crucial.. haha like wad our coach told us right b4 we raced them.. i think it jus ignited the fire in our bellies..

after trng had team lunch at the viLLARGE... pronounced as such but spelt as village.. hmm good food man. later on had buffet dinner at hotel miramar cos its parents' 22nd anniversary.. haha.. i put on at least 3kg that day man.. fuck. anw chee was asking me if i wld feel sian eatin w my parents.. hmm guess i will la t osum extent.. esp when on overseas trip.. i wish i'd a sibling to squabble w.. a sibling around my age we can look at clothes tog with.. then it wun be like my parents look at their things and i feel sian or they tag along as i look at my teenagers stuff... ohwells..

jus came back from jurong point. caught deathnote with dear! haha.. so good to see her again! phew luckily the 3-week-cant-meet thingy did not hold.. its a good show! lotsa killer mind there.. haha.. cant wait for deathnote 2 which i heard is coming to sg end of the year.. de just jalan jalan around had lunch at lai lai chicken.. drank the cookie n cream milkshake! YUM. den its time to say bye.. tho jus a short time, still v happy we could meet! =)

recently been viewing alot of funny and cool vid.. shall post a few up each time i blog! haha.. be patient n view them all..... gota catch em all......... ahhhhhhhhhhhh.............

2006-11-05T17:11:00.001+08:00

baby laughing

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just imagine

2006-11-03T18:10:00.000+08:00

NTU lecturer Feedback Damn Funny..

its freaking hilarious la.. if not funny i DOK DIAO.....

another week...

2006-10-29T17:53:00.000+08:00

has passed. not much to blog about actually.. well i guess its really my 1st time watching movie by myself.. haha. caught the prestige. seems like the WHOLE WORLD has caught it la.. dear's bz with work so yea.. no choice den watch myself lor.. its not tt bad an experience actually.. cept d buying tix part.. felt a tad embarassed asking for just one tix. and entering the cinema by myself.. haha.. but once im settled into d seat it feels d same as watching w someone else..

enjoyed d movie thoroughly.. brilliant in plot n story-telling.. its dark, compelling and full of twists n turns.. though i already know them cos i pestered my army fren to tell me.. BUT STILL... the twists came nicely and aptly.. the cast is stunning also la.. michael caine though not the main character captivates each time he's on screen.. but scarlett johansson duno there for wad one.. haha.. abit outta place la.. she shld continue being lost in THE ISLAND instead..

and i love christian bale. a giant original poster of batman begins sticks on my wall.. haha.. he's got a short tongue but i like the way he talks.. haha. mebe one day someone whould make a movie called BATMAN VS. WOLVERINE... he's fucking shuai la...

"are you watching closely?"

hmmm well friday morning booked out for training.. usual stuff lor.. den went to meet dear.. which was the only time i saw her this week.... guess it'll be quite some time till i next get to see her.. she's been bz with sch work.. den later had dinner w mum lor..

saturday's trng was alright too la.. did some technical stuff, lunched, den went around trying to find pple to pace and we also took our own timings.. hmm one more weekend trng and den its comp le.. not much time left.. den went westmall eat with aunt cuz and grandma tog with my family..

jus now had lunch with hanjie at sumo-house.. haha cheap as usual.. talked abt alot of stuff laa... den he went back while i headed to jurong east to catch the show.. haha.. wanted to go library after tt but lazy la... n i was feeling tired so i headed home lor.. like tag said its good to go out urself once in awhile.. last time i still laughed at samuel for gg shopping himself in town.. guess i'll be doing more of tt huh?

2006-10-24T19:19:00.000+08:00

tuesday

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sunday

long weak.

2006-10-24T19:14:00.000+08:00

its been a long n great weekend :)

friday after bookout wanted to cab down to meet dear cos we had strong urge to see each other.. but was rather disappointed cos in d end we figured not much time as she has to din w parents n we were released from camp too late. so i became rather moody n sian.. reached home only straight away changed n slept..... all the way till 8plus.. den wake up ate dinner w parents which dad bought back.. den watched abit of tv. sleep again.. haha wad a way to spend my friday.

saturday was trng.. 1st time rowing since 5plus days.. as expected 1st few strokes felt really funny.. took awhile to find the water feel.. hmm really feel good to be trng with those guys.. sigh fuck i sumtimes really wish i was some chao slacker in army.. be clerk or sth.. den at least more time do own things.. since not officer or spec, den why not be a super slack man right? sighh.. my unit's like so full of shit la bcos of the BIG GUY up there. (fuck are gov pple watching this?) full of ideas but fails to bring himself to his men's level n realise he's suffocating us. how to get d freaking respect and true support from us all? he's like soo way high up there i bet he doesn't know 10% of his men personally. bah.

after trng went home change, rest awhile den met bella for dinenr at holland v.. havent seen her in quite awhile.. haha.. den later met dear again as she came back from city hall area to take with her to boonlay lor.. finally get to meet her after a long week! :)

sunday went heeren w dear to buy her havianas flipflops. orange flipflips! haha.. dear's afraid its not really nice but its really fine in my opinion.. headed to cine to catch a stupid triad show. pls pls admonish me.. there are much better shows now like deathnote and prestige.. but i chose to watch that.. thinking its sth good like infernal affairs and election... oh god it really was a huge disappointment. dear was highly not happy w me.. haha.. ohwells. i wasn't any less angry w myself too.. FROWNS.

after the show went to chijmes to meet nip tag chinhoe samuel to watch man utd liverpool match!! so cool la they were already seated in bobby's bar with a plasma tv right infront of us!! haha.. no need squeeze with pple outside.. it was a rather entertainng match la. both sides created quite a no of chances but man utd managed to covet them lor.. liverpool had a header gone wild. haha n stevie g certainly din have d best day. he look lost la.. rio ferdinand din really play THAT well but he scored a great goal la.. which not all strikers can do lor.. den headed to partyworld w them plus hongyi and yongjun.. okok only la i guess.. like tag said, quite sian of kbox these days.. owaes sing same songs. n mebe go abit too often.. owaes gay with samuel peck sheng wei.

monday! had trng again.. haha quite fun. sat like zig-zag and reu was checking on us one-by-one.. i tink all of our techniques improved alot la.. den had lunch n did gym.. rushed to meet dear at jurong point. had dinner at crystal jade , just jalan awhile den went home already lorr..

today! expected a full attendance.. but too bad there wasn't. but it was a fun trng.. haha paced a kew kilometres.. den we waited to spar with other teams.. 1st with safra.. den later 3 boats from ngee ann joined us.. and another mixed team too.. haha.. we won all la but nah we din feel vv happy or wad cos they're not uni teams ma.. so yea ok la but 1st time got chance to play play at kallang waters.. and like v impromptu one leh.. just go up to them do the action "wana spar?" and its on. haha :)

afterwards we packed up and kia home lo! short trng indeed.. haha.. had lunch at mos with the guys.. den met dear at cityhall to come back to my hse to chill.. so good to spend quality time w dear again! this long weekend came at a great time! :)

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new yr 06.. sadly only 3 of us there..

dxo

2006-10-15T12:46:00.000+08:00

hmmm training yest quite fun.. did many race sets.. reu is mad la he kept changing boats and did the race sets non-stop... hmm all of us bought water socks.. i think we look stupid as a team =) but ohwells since reu says its beneficial to the team den so be it lor.. haha.. alot of physics thingy going there...

den after trng went back have dinner w parents.. rest awhile den headed to meet safsa pals at city hall for DXO.. i tot its gg to be a big bang party la.. turned out to be a mediocre one.. sigh! quite a disappointment though it was fun seeing alan (YES I KNOW YU'RE READING YU VOYUER) getting all high on some vodka coke.. hahaha... crowd was rather pathetic also. really no idea why cos the previous nite there was a hugeee crowd outside dxo.. but there were some really good musik... belly dancer, me and you, londy londy london bridge, loosen up my buttons, dont cha..... haha.. too bad they came in between many other not-so-nice music.. den we decided we shall go zouk next time where there's almost a guaranteed good crowd and music at phuture.. but duno when's the next time la.. can't be near future i guess.. haha..

left around 3.30am when leonard's fren saw us home.. slept till around 10am today.. the haze is still here man. ugh.. y doesn't the haze come when we need to go outfield but come during the weekends.. think i shall pack my room (my table eapecially).. its been a long time since i last did that.. well next week not possible to go for safsa trng.. damn demoralising la fuck. fucking operator maintanence course. wtf man y must we learn that.. ugh!

k think i shall go do up some more collages.. continued from last time.. haha..

overdue post.

2006-10-13T22:49:00.001+08:00

yupp.. overdue post.. haha while dear's at overdrive now n im all alone in my room freezing my fingers off.. k its supposed to be a joke but think only dear gets it.. ohwells. sorreh.. this week has been rather bad.. sigh.. so little training.. beginning to feel like im training w/o a purpose.. as the prospect of competing seems to wane as the number of times we get to book out for training gets lesser n lesser.. rumours of overseas exercise in june and october next year is very very depressing news.. cos safsa has competition in june and november.. suddenly jus feel damn sad about safsa man.. sigh.. really preaying the overseas trips aint falling on those months...
hmm alright here's the entry i typed last week.. with some pics as well.. 04s65 peeps if yu'all wan the pics sms me so i can go online send your? im tired.. shall slp..

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so MAF (mid-autumn festival for yu non-HCJC pple.. its a rather big event each yr and seniors juniors all come back to have a big reunion) has finally came.. our class could have a bigger attendance if not for the stupid taiwan trip for the cadets.. missing pple like nip chinhoe and yongjun.. yh not there too.. but well kiet celest tag samuel phy lyanna jianting bernard chunyang hongyi ann were there.. actually not bad la huh? hmm in terms of decoration this year's better den when we were in J1.. but feeling cant compare la.. that time sing until damn loud and got super high.. this time we sang with a rather heavy heart.. like swelling with bittersweet memories of every small thing that happened right here in the place we call home for 2 years.. its a really heart-warming atmosphere.... especially when singing those oh-so-memorable HCJC songs.. well this is sth i'll look 4ward to each year.. lets see by which year will there be zero turn-out from 04S65..... haha..

saw quite alot of familiar faces.. was telling sam we jus walk one round parade square.. fuck. i meant central plaza... see how many pple we can say hi to.. haha.. saw class jnrs/snrs.. hcanoe jnrs/snrs.. hmm some pple changed drastically.. while some looked jus like they did.. haha.. quite nice to be walking around pple yu know.. feel so at home kinda feeling..

den mass dances were pretty fun too.. when dancing w dear i was reminded of the 1st few times we dances together.. like abit restrained cos dowan to appear stupid.. but last night we had a fun and relaxed time.. cos forgot some moves already so appeared rather clumsy and cute - at least dear said i was- MUAHAHA. but dancing with 2 big digicam in my 2 pocket is no easy feat. thanks kiet. yea i needed to fold and pull d top of my pants umpteen times la..

after everything we hanged around in sch awhile more.. took pics.. blabla.. den took DAMN long to decide where to go.. haze was fuckin bad so i tot we shouldnt be stayin outdoors.. intended to go esplanade but stopped at suntec's starbucks instead.. talked some cock.. gossiped.. made lame jokes.. den got suddenly wished tt nip was there.. haha sounds damn gay. nip yu beta be reading this. hmmm den we left around 12 lor..

jus now met leonard to pass him protein.. den tag to have lunch at the cheap jap food place at central.. he came after a soccer match.. he's damn tired cos he had a LONG night, 3sth den go home.. tsktsk. anw after that went to play pool and arcade.. arcade damn fun la.. kept dying at the aeroplane shooting game.. i usually dun dies so much one.. duno y today kepy dying. must be him.. hmm den played this fighting game.. tag kept touching the girl character's butt on the screen la.. haha den i said i'll blog abt it and he said he'll lie and blog tt i touched too, which obviously i didn't.. yup so there yu go.. pervert tag. hahaa...

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dear n me

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2006-10-13T22:37:00.000+08:00

this is rather cool.. the pic itself sam, not yu.

2006-10-13T22:36:00.001+08:00

2006-10-13T22:35:00.001+08:00

wads up there??

2006-10-13T22:35:00.000+08:00

re-unite!

i don't wana book in tonight.

2006-10-01T21:30:00.000+08:00

Hey baby, when we are together, doing things that we love.
Every time you're near I feel like I’m in heaven, feeling high
I don’t want to let go, girl.
I just need you to know girl.

I don’t wanna run away, baby you’re the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms

Here tonight

Hey baby, when we are together, doing things that we love.
Everytime you're near I feel like I’m in heaven, feeling high
I don’t want to let go, girl.
I just need you you to know girl.

I don’t wanna run away, baby you’re the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms

I don’t want to run away, I want to stay forever, thru Time and Time..
No promises

I don’t wanna run away, I don’t wanna be alone
No Promises
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, now and forever my love
No promises

I don’t wanna run away, baby you’re the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms

I don’t wanna run away, baby you’re the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms

Here tonight

rArrr.... block leave's ending...

2006-09-30T23:42:00.000+08:00

sian la after a week of civilian life its back to the freaking monotonous ARMY LIFE once more..... ugh. in the past every book in feels like shit when i had a great weekend.. wad abt this book in, when i had soooo much more fun for an enntire week?? it'll be hell man..

it. will. be. hell.

wed went to dear's house.. had good lunch with her at home! haha.. its like becoming v natural for me to go up to her place.. like my 3rd home.. cos the %$!%!#$%!#%^ army is now my 1st home, while my own house is my 2nd home.. anw yea, its nice jus to spend time w her at her house not doing much.. cuddling watching tv and papers etc. haha =) met some class pple for dinner at marina sq's kenny rogers.. not v nice la.. den we saw hady!! haha.. the SINGAPROE IDOL in case yu non-tv freaks out there duno.. i spotted him 1st.. den as usual the bui paiseh phyllis shouted hi.. he looked un-easy to be spotted.. haha.. den after tt phy and i went to take pics with him.. but stupid phy's hand was shaky la.. ugh.

den at night went mambo w guanhow lide nel jialing.. lyanna supposed to go but yea due to some circumstances she headed back.. mambo musik was lOUSy.. it wld have been a shitty night if not for the final hour plus of phuture.. haha heard the bouncer went for smoking break so alot of pple managed to sneak in.. heh. though its freakin packed, its alright after we settled on a location.. its the moving in and out parts which were irritating..

thurs had safsa trng at kallang gym.. one word to summarise. muscle ache. ok 2 words alright?

fri had safsa trng at kallang gym again.. 3 words. more muscle ache.

and for the 1st time i annouce.... i played DOTA. HAHA. for pple who knows me personally yu shld know im freakin againsht dota.. but ohwells.. no harm trying.. haha.. but i promised dear i'll not get addicted. im pretty sure i can keep that... but my friends say i not bad for a noob leh.. got like 8 kills? haha..

today had 10-4 trng at kallang.. did rowing.. learnt new stroke and new start.. sigh din feel really good cos everywhere was really aching.. i guess my body's still not conditioned to gyming yet.. cant rush la huh these kinda thing.. been like a year since i last gymed regularly.. hopefully next week will recover fully.. cos its hard to gauge any improvements when the body is constantly aching.. den went to grandma's house lor.. ashton's really cute.. haha.. cant wait for him to start saying more things..

tmr meeting dear for buffet lunch at mandrain hotel!! woots. hahaa.. but b4 tt i plan to go for a run in d morning and finally cut some hair.... i like my hair now leh.. sigh! anw RARRRRRRRR tmr shall mark the end of block leave and FREEDOM... shucks. im gonna miss this week alot... =(

long breakkk..

2006-09-26T10:46:00.000+08:00

finally a breather from the #%!!(&%# SAF... haha.. a week's block leave is here! time to do own things, spend own time, more time w family and dear, meet-up with old frens blabla.. so yu wana piece of me? contact me pls.. hahaa... today's supposed to have safsa trng but im down with a fever and not feeling really well.. so i guess i'll have to give it a miss.. hope will recover fast and go for thurs trng..

last weekend was pretty meaningful.. took part in my first competition ever since last year's canoeing nationals.. this time is SAVA sprints held at bedok reservoir.. for those who duno, its a dragonboat race.. haha.. represented SAFSA... its been quite a dream really.. even b4 enlisting, i was telling myself i'd join db in army.. haha.. and its not even 2months since i joined and i got to compete... so i felt really lucky.. anyway overall it was a good experience la.. 200m races we did pretty well.. improving every time and not repeating mistakes we made previsouly.. i think the de-brief sessions after each race were really useful.... hmm eventually we were the best performing singapore team la.. getting 4th in grand finals... foreign teams like phillipines and indonesia were really good.. haha they're not human la..

as for 500m we were knocked out in the heats.. personally i din expect to do really well.. i think neither does the team as a whole.. cos we've never did a single 500m race set b4... we've always concentrated on our 200m race.. so we were prepared to be behind at the starts.. but i was really surprised how close we were at the finish.. nus ntu safsa came in within 1 second of each other.. yea.. so although we were out, we did not feel THAT bad.... but after tat we immediately started our training.. went over to temasek poly to do 200 chin-ups and duno how many push-ups.. yea.. my arms are still aching now la wth..

coach told us one thing that struck me really hard..
it goes "do not be afraid of your weaknesses. overcome it, and it will become your strength..."

i heard it and i was like whOooAaa.. =)

anw sunday nite went to send jiayan off at airport.. haha i tot it was a weird idea initially.. and tt i would feel outta place.. but dinner at crystal jade was pretty alright la.. but i felt a little odd when jy saw me and asked "eh? wad yu doing here.." haha.... den some canoe girl said "to send yu off la..." haha... i totally din noe how to reply.. ohwells.. but im glad for her cos she had soo many pple sending her off.. sec and jc classmates.. canoe gers.. family.. yea.. i dun tink i can understand how most of them felt since im not vv close to her.. but some of the mwere really crying their hearts out as time for jy to enter the departure gates drew nearer n nearer.. and i could see jy trying real hard to hold back her tears n put a brave front.. i always felt overseas studies is gg to be a big decision.. alot can change within that span of years.. yupp so all the best to her and the rest who're gg overseas too..

caught miami vice with dear yesterday.. not a really good movie man.. i din like the plot.. not thick enough.. den had thai express dinner.. oh yes b4 that went sch to play ball w nip guanhow chinhow.. rather silly right just 4 pple.. haha.. looked for miss lim too... yawns.. im gettin tired.. shall go slp somemore first..

2006-09-17T21:57:00.000+08:00

exercise "giant". gun 4 finally showed our worth. climbed from d bottom to the tops. relieved and unexpected. had ice-cold coke in outfield. fresh rations for all meals. sat on tunnel travelled on the highways. getting weird/funny/amazed/curious stares from car-passers. best outfield experience.

friday. short meet-up w dear at jp.

saturday. fun trng at kallang. attach-out starts real soon. nice dinner at siam kitchen @ bugis. dear went for og chalet. i kbox-ed with tag n sam. fun and noisy and crazy. oo-hee-hee.

sunday. lunch w CHS senior councillors. intellectual topics. nice talking to them again.

short one..

2006-09-10T19:39:00.000+08:00

hmm no time and rather lazy to do up the 2nd part of the pictures.. friday charlie was made to do shit work la and booked out later den usual.. around 7pm.. we were told we could bookout around 4pm the day before.. sigh. worse part was saturday we had to book in for some stupid reason which i dun wish to elaborate. its too stupid a reason.. yea so woke at 5sth and dad fetched me back to camp.. did guard drills la.. den booked out around 10plus.. went home, den rushed down to kallang for trng w leonard.. can tell coach's quite disappointed with us la.. our starts are really not that good. ohwells..

den at night watched NUS dance blast's concert.. its good on the whole. but the "red light district" item was really.... stomach-churning.. they really go do the sex moves out la.. hm there were a few times i seriosuly felt vomit-ish... its jus dance wad.. why make them look like complete sluts prancing around in super suggestive and super little clothings? hmmm. yea.. there're other tots too but nvm shan't write them here.. other 11 items were rather alright.. some v electrifying.. esp the 2-people item.. they can really capture the audience though its jus 2 pple dancing compared to a larger grp of dancers..

hmm den today went cuz's 2nd child's man3 yue4.. had mini buffet lor.. den uncle brought us to the philips sale.. 2 days a year only.. parents bot an iron while i bot a pair of portable speakers for 40.. initially 59.. yea pretty sleek and cool. den im back home sleeping... next week's gona be so tough.. gona action-front like mad.. chiong like mad..

everybody, pls pray for rain.

down memory lane...

2006-09-03T17:14:00.000+08:00

fri had early bookout.. around 1.30pm.. went home, change, den rushed to meet dear.. at night had billy bombers w parents at JP.. i had the chix n' mix set!!! its super alot and super ex. haha.. recently i've been bringing my parents to places they'd never had gone to if i din bring them there.. last week took them to rice table. whoosh. yummyy. think it runs in the jeans... genes i mean. yea cos when i was young dad likes to drive us to all the good food places.. haha.. den now its my turn to intro them to "young people's food".. haha..

den yest had safsa trng again.. 10am to 4pm!!! omg. haha last part did 30 sets of 30sec starting bursts with only 30sec rest.... THIRTY FREAKIN SETSSSSS... haha. super shagged man. so roger.. its also not as easy lorr.. i tell yu more shagged than canoe at times. and yea i really hate it when pple keep saying "wa shiok la.. safsa.. can slack from camp.." i mean yea we do get time away from the camp.. but we're not having a rolly good time either.. and we've to burn many hours during the weekends.. are they able to commit even if given the chance to join? i dun tink so lorr.. trng's really tough too and these pple jus cant understand la.. WHATEVER. haha.. den met dear in the evening to have dinner at marina! looked around awhile n finally decided to eat at this dimsum restaurant. spent nearly 60bucks! haha.. but its nice la. 1st time see dimsum rest got conveyer belt =) den we still went coffee club to have dessert!! wad greedy pigs.

spent entire sunday at home this week.. really nth much to do.. started look at all my pics. i did a check and realise i've around 5000++ pictures in total on my comp.. haha incredible. alot of memories overwhelmed me as i look thru them.. tts y i decided to collage certain events' pictures.. moments which were more significant.. moments which were touching n unforgetable.. and the people who made them all happen.. but below is only part 1.. up till end of 2005... haha. next week will be part 2!

then i start to feel all emo.. haha. sigh JC life's really fun.. i tink the brain is a really wonderful and mysterious thing. its like able to store soooo soo memories.. all these memories yu mon't think of them from day to day.. like it is very much buried somewhere in the brain.. maybe even "forgotten"... but once sth evokes it (such as the eyes which looks at the pictures) the floodgates jus open and all the images of the past comes rushing out to all paarts of your body.. which results in some sort of a tingling sensation.

the past is a whole lot diff from my life now la.. which will go on for another 2years.. but tts how things r now.. nth can change it.. well at least d girls no need to go thru this erm.. change of phase? its like right after JC uni life comes.. though bound to differ.. but it'll be somewhat similiar to JC. so not much adjustments needed.. ok im blabbering now.. forget it. haha.

look carefully...
yu might just spot urself somewhere..
and see if yu can feel that tingalingaling sensation.
hahah =)

2006-09-03T17:13:00.002+08:00

cruise with class! fabulous..

2006-09-03T17:13:00.001+08:00

prom 05

2006-09-03T17:13:00.000+08:00

long-time awards

2006-09-03T17:12:00.001+08:00

04s65 and 05s65